Son Of A Gun

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCO

2010-02-07T08:27:00.000-08:00

Marco's Chalet last night, super happening.

I love you Leah, Ambra and Becs<3

2010-02-05T10:57:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna give my man fingers manicure.

Eek

2010-02-04T10:12:00.000-08:00

The past few days:

Pissed drunk at Cuscaden's
Boiled like a freaking lizard in the sun at the video shoot and got a bikini lone
Did the video shoot with Kiwi from the Polo Boys Drama Series (Hottie with a Body, mind you)
I may never want to touch another pastry again
I hate it jobs require you to pin up/ tie up your hair because you'l look like an idiot/loser.

You're Bad Ass

2010-01-31T08:46:00.000-08:00

Went to Butter Factory and got bounced out __ Screw it. So I met Louis and some other guys, we played card games and most of us ate leaves and leaf litter if we lost, Haha. And I only got back home at 730am.

I woke up today at 4pm with very little sleep and headed of for my friend's gig at BlackHole, awesome shit! And I met Sathish, Daryn, Kyle and Mathan at night and chilled ...

Tomorrow, BIKINI SHOPPING!(:

Dreamer

2010-01-29T07:42:00.000-08:00

I haven't been on this space for quite awhile, sorry to say but I've been lazy and real busy.

Since I landed in Singapore, it's been party, party, party. Wavehouse, Cuscaden's, riding on motor bikes. Awesome shit right?!

And it'll be the same thing all over next week.

Wavehouse@Sentosa

2010-01-24T06:41:00.000-08:00

Back from Rome on Saturday morning and went for Wavehouse on that night itself.

Pictures from Rome, click and view on this URL:

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#/album.php?aid=143895&id=686021588&ref=nf

2010-01-21T01:30:00.001-08:00

Is tumblr the in thing now?

Zara store is having 50% off here. Can't wait!

2010-01-20T12:42:00.000-08:00

Yes! Finally! I can do some shopping tomorrow and probably have Chinese food. I've been craving for bak chang and teo chew porridge the past few days, it's killing me ):

I made a very good small, little purchase last night. A ZEBRA PRINTED LIGHTER. How awesome is that?! Are you excited? I'm excited. It's like the best $3 I've ever spent, to be frank. When I get back, I'll be flashing it the whole time. And when it's out of gas, I'll display it in a glass box, just like how they do in museums.

23rd January, Saturday. Anyone going to WaveHouse, Sentosa? If you are, text me, call me, write on my wall yeah (:

Coming To You From The City Of Romance

2010-01-19T00:53:00.000-08:00

Yes, I am currently in ROME. Awesome shit isn't it? It's my third day here and Rome is beautiful, I swear. The weather is great - cool, light breeze because it's kinda like winter here(?)

I'm only with Dad here because my Mum and my brother couldn't make it or more like, can't go. Losers (: Yeah, so he had a flight here so I tagged along! Who'd give up a free trip to Rome right?! If you do, you need professional help.

Today I'll be heading to Florence for shopping! And to see the Pizza tower thingi. I'll post pictures soon!

Never Gonna Stop

2010-01-13T10:19:00.000-08:00

I'm not gonna comment on anything regarding my 'O' levels, it was just unexpected.

I'm leaving for Rome this Saturday and I'm effing excited! Did a lot of shopping yesterday and there's more to come(: I even went to Cuscaden's last night with Jag, Shaun, Damian, Keith, Vishnu, Tania and Ivan. Made a lot of new friends and old ones especially (: My new hang out on Tuesdays!

Today, I handed in my application for Poly at TP, ended pretty late so I didn't go for work. Instead I went to Jon's crib with Kevin, Ryan, Kelly and Walter for mah jong (with I don't play) and to just hang.

I miss you Char and Cress!

Kiss My Ass

2010-01-11T22:33:00.000-08:00

In your face, Bitches! For those who have looked down on me and thought that I couldn't make it and all. Just because I come from a Neighbourhood School, I may not be academically fantastic and shit. But I've proven my point black and white people- Kylie whoops ass big time and I am smart!

Back to Cyber Geek

2010-01-10T09:37:00.000-08:00

A lot has happened recently - Good/Bad/Annoying. You name it, it has most probably happaned.

God, it just seems like yesterday when you're in the hall doing your O level papers and before you know it! You're already going to collect THE RESULTS and it's like IN A FEW HOURS TIME!

Good luck my fellow school mates and friends who are going through this nerve wrecking period of time with me. All the best!

The Drums, The Drums

2010-01-03T06:37:00.000-08:00

Aren't I good or what?! I'm a drummer, dude! Hahaha! Jamming with the colleagues last night. As for today, I stayed at home because I'm suffering from a very bad sore throat ):

New Beginning?

2010-01-01T09:21:00.000-08:00

It's the second day of 2010. Question is, how did you enjoy/celebrate the new year?

As for me, I had dinner with my parents and then I went to Supperclub again for Countdown, an 18 and above event. Awesome right?! I went with Dew, Erica, Fai, Ridwan and Siobhan. It was okay, nothing big.

After the event, they headed over to my place for supper and we had a lot of fun joking and shit.

Since the new year has begun, I promised myself that I'll stop with the cancer sticks. But I failed to do so, I told myself to quit by the end of December. Perhaps I was bullshitting with myself. But I will still continue trying.

Party Hard

2009-12-30T09:11:00.000-08:00

The event at Supperclub last night was pumping man, I never regretted going honestly. Thank you Jag darl for coming with me, love you honey.

I found out that SOMEONE is such Playboy, my god. I just never saw it coming, who'd knew? And date a slut? Date a bi? Wow, I applaud for you. Me, Kylie, who knows you so god damn well, never expected this. I'm astonished on so many levels.

Shawty's Like A Melody

2009-12-28T09:43:00.000-08:00

I really do love you, honestly. But .....

I am really through with trying. It's like no matter how hard I do, it just never seems to work. The things I do, the things I say, it's hardly even appreciated or cared about.

And now I ask myself, "What's the point?". Why should you do things continuously to show how much you love the person when you're appreciated at all? It's not worth the time and the effort anymore.

Face facts.

Therefore, I've already gotten through the emo/talk about him/dwell on the past period. But hey, maybe one day he'll regret or something(?) and if he doesn't, it's totally fine (:

Was Suppose To

2009-12-27T08:09:00.000-08:00

.... Go to the gym at noon
.... Head for work in the evening

BUT I did go for my girlfriend's Christmas Party and it was a blast.
No drinking this time round.

Bad Move

2009-12-26T09:33:00.003-08:00

Oh my god, how "mature" of you. And I thought I was the immature one.

Money Honey

2009-12-25T06:37:00.000-08:00

I so freaking want a HTC Hero phone. My low-life, unreliable Sony Ericcson is useless, it's about time I get of rid of it because I can't stand it anymore.

Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaddddddddddddddddddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~
Please get it for me (:

My New Pride And Joy

2009-12-24T10:34:00.000-08:00

I finally got an Ipod Touch. This is totally a wonderful Christmas.

Yet, today would have been mine and Julian's sixth month together ): Saw him today at church for the midnight service, oh my god. Total hottie, wearing blue. I can bet you he did that on purpose because he knows I'm sucker when he wears blue, I practically melt ....

Forever and ever, I'll always love you.

Merry Christmas everyone!

Ups and Downs

2009-12-22T10:56:00.000-08:00

Yes, this is how my life has been lately. Nothing special, nothing new. Sound Series at St. James and hanging at Shaun's crib with the other guys was a blast and that's all that pretty much got me going. It was more like an escape from my hell.

It's hard to express how I feel, honestly. There's just so much to say but I have no idea where to begin. It's plainly that feeling when you miss someone so much that it's 24/7. Yes, Julian is all I think about day and night. I never knew it'll be this hard. When I see his photos, he looks so happy and it feels like he may have forgotten all about me or something? I don't know. It makes me wonder whether through the time we've spent together, did I put him through so much?

Yes, I did hurt him and disappoint him at times.And I can tell you this for sure, I've made a big change in myself. A change that he had wanted to see for so long but never happened. I hope you'd chance upon this change of mine someday dear because I need you more than ever.

Give us a chance to sit down and talk to make this work. I'm willing to compromise anything.

Boasting Time!

2009-12-18T09:48:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLE! I'M GOING TO ROME NEXT MONTH with my Daddy!

I wish I could bring _________ with me ):

I Miss All Of That

2009-12-17T08:01:00.000-08:00

I have no one to boss me around. I have no one to tell me what to do and what not to do. I have no one to watch over me. I have no one to take care of me. I have no one to protect me.

All I have is myself, standing and waiting in the cold. I'm defendless, please be there by my side because bad things are happening to me that wished had never happened.

I Wanted To Wait And See You In a Dolce & Gabanna Tux

2009-12-15T09:12:00.000-08:00

"Forever"

Do you think it exists in reality? More like in fairy tale, don't you think?

2009-12-12T08:13:00.000-08:00

Every single day I'm working my ass off in the west and by the time I'm done, it's already 11pm. When I reach home, it's past midnight. Not that I'm complaining, don't get me wrong, I do enjoy my job but I just don't get the same, usual hours of sleep I used to have. Caffine is not working people.

I miss that Baby Boy.

2009-12-10T09:33:00.000-08:00

I'm so shagged but I'm glad I made two god damn sales today (: Talking to Has now and having a can of beer, Yay!

2009-12-08T09:04:00.000-08:00

I am deeply hurt by the person I love the most.

I'll Be A Lullaby

2009-12-07T00:10:00.000-08:00

I survived Church Camp.

I'm glad things are fine but I'm gonna work till I work it out completely.

I want the flame, I want the spark back.

2009-11-30T21:23:00.000-08:00

I'm back to square one.

Oh, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely - My biggest fear.

2009-11-29T06:28:00.000-08:00

Everything in my life is falling apart.

What will I ever do?

Doubt

2009-11-28T01:55:00.000-08:00

I got back yesterday and I thought everything was going to be fine.

Reality check.

It just gets worst when you least expect it, I didn't see it coming.

Rebel

2009-11-25T01:40:00.000-08:00

Greetings from Batam.

Baby, I love you so much and I'm missing you dearly!

Today's my 5th month with Baby and I'm not able to be with him ): Oh well.

My french manicure is ruined! No! I onlly had it for more than a week and it's already starting to chip. I'm so going to redo them when I get back.

I went wade boarding and knee boarding just now and it was insane! It's been awhile since I last did it and I'm glad I could still do it. Haha. Okay, I'm going for a snack now at the restaurant. See ya!

Goodbye For Now

2009-11-23T08:13:00.003-08:00

I've been lying on my couch the whole day today, eating and watching tv. I'm gonna turn into a couch potato but that's all going to change. I'm so psyched about my trip to Batam with my Dad and my brother and I'm leaving tomorrow morning. It's going to be super duper fun because of all the sports I'm going to do there which I've been doing since Primary school - rock climbing, wade boarding, jet skiing, etc. I'll be back on Friday! Thank goodness Daddy's bringing the lappy.

Sadly, when I'm away, I'm won't be able to be with Baby for our 5th month ): And he had something planned out for me, awww man.

But I'll always you darling <3

TA TA!

A Very Sweet Sixteeny

2009-11-22T23:34:00.000-08:00

The Sweet Sixteen that I planned for my breast friend, Charlotte (: We hang a sign board around her and it says,"Hi, my name is Charlotte. Today's my 16th Birthday, please wish me!" She was blindfolded and we walked her from Far East Plaza to Hard Rock Cafe. Along the way, strangers, including hot foreigners, were wishing her. And at Hard Rock, after having our dinner, I got the restaurant to announce it was her Birthday and everyone sang her a birthday song. Ain't that sweet?

Darling, I'm glad you enjoyed your birthday as much as I enjoyed planning it!

Love me for smashing cake in your face

Charlotte up there infont of the whole restaurant on stage.

I really recommend you guys to bring any family members or friends to Hard Rock. Everyone needs to have a Hard Rock Birthday before they die(:

Good Things Come To Those Who Wait

2009-11-13T22:49:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I received two calls from the agency because I've been booked - Furniture Print Ad, MILO TVC. And that was really fast! I went for the Milo audition today and it went pretty well, hopefully I make the cut and I get the job (:

Meet the JelloMan

2009-11-12T04:56:00.000-08:00

Last night, I spent time with Daddy by prawn fishing and we caught a lot of prawns in 3 hours. As for today, I was awaken by some idiots upstairs who were having a ball drilling all day long. Eventually, I left the house for the Agency to collect my photos. So IF you want to take a look at them, they will be uploaded on facebook by tonight.

Peace.

All Hail New Found Freedom

2009-11-11T00:38:00.000-08:00

I'm officially done with my 'O's, I'm so very happy (: Now to enjoy my 5 months of holidays in anyway I want and no one's gonna stop me!

I'll Be Okay

2009-11-10T07:09:00.000-08:00

Saturday and Sunday, I was out with Bernice, Zx and Pat. We shopped till we dropped! I have already spent more than half of my allowance because I've decided to spoil myself. We also went to the Zouk Flea Market on Sunday and bought so many many things. Shoes, 2 tops and pants all for $30, can that get any better people?!

I did my outdooor photoshoot today - Retro and Bohemian. Bernice, Cress and Ryan followed me, thank goodness. Because SOMEONE could not make it. Rushed all the way down from Baby's place this morning (Stayed overnight) back home and cabbed down to the agency. Did my hair and make up, off we went.

Retro shoot was done in Arab Street and as for the Bohemian shoot, it was done in Boat Quay and City Hall. Hell lot of walking we did and I was literally dying, I say this on behalf of everyone.

After finishing my photoshoot with Isaac, the girls, Ryan and myself cabbed back to my place. I went out for dinner with them excluding Bernice, she went home. I thrilled that my shoots are all done, now I can finally get booked (:

The Last Lap Baby

2009-11-06T07:08:00.000-08:00

The BIG 'O' is finally over, all that's left is my Science MCQ Paper. I'm free, you have no idea how thrilled I am.

But things are going so well nowadays, hopefully it wears of.
:'(

2009-10-21T08:12:00.000-07:00

Do you still love me like how you did when we first started?

I Got A Feeling

2009-10-17T03:03:00.002-07:00

I just got back from home from a whole ngiht of studying with Irra, Morgan, Jia, Ashidik. Ali, Ben and Darwin. We met up at about 10 plus at Potong Pasir's Macs but when they switched off the air cons, we moved over to a nearby study corner under one flat. And we studied all the way til 7 plus in the morning. It was really fun! After that we had breakfast back at Macs and I headed over to Irra's place to sleep.

We're going to meet up tomorrow ngiht as well. I'm so willing to sacrifice my sleep.

Just to assure you, NO! I did not sleep okay, not for one minute, it was HARDCORE studying people. The BIG 'O' is just 9 days away .....

Man, You're Getting Old

2009-10-15T00:05:00.001-07:00

The past few days I have been making my way to Potong pasir's Macs outlet to study with Irra and Charlotte. I managed to meet Morgan and Baby as well. But these days, there isn't much motivation for me to study and I'm not the only one, definitely. I might head over tomorrow night and study there til Saturday morning with Jia, Irra and Morgan.

Today is my Daddy's birthday and we went ot Hard Rock for lunch. Damn, does that place bring back so many memories since I was a toddler. Mum, Dad and my Godma are regulars there and are vey close to the Manager. So they are always invited when they have private parties at the restaurant. What I remember most vividly when I was young was myself being so engrossed in the colouring book and crayons they gave and I'd always ask the waiters and waitresses for certain colours that I did not have. From the tables I've sat at before to the whining of wanting to go up to the balcony upstairs, I've recalled so much! Mum said she could hook me up a part time if I'm interested (:

He Spoke To The Wind

2009-10-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

The modeling shots are here.
I have a lot more but I can't get them just yet because I have another photo shoot next month. Until that's done, then will I get everything.

They Make It Look So Easy

2009-10-08T03:26:00.000-07:00

How on earth can you get good results when you barely know shit? Understanding is one thing but remembering? What if anxiety strikes and you suddenly blank out?

I'm struggling .... a lot.

Will I ever pull through?

Camwhores

2009-10-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

So cute, so cute!

He tried doing my hair

You're So Boomz

2009-10-07T03:19:00.000-07:00

I've just purchased this leopard printed Topshop dress that I've been eyeing on since last week and I finally got it! I'm gonna look so Boomz in my leopard preens dress (:

I'm studying Chemistry today, really struggling. (Please Lord Jesus, I need your help. I've got to do excepionally well in this subject.) But I'm on the computer to enjoy my social life for we all do need a break one way or another.

Cram De La Cram

2009-10-05T23:19:00.000-07:00

I'm now a typical mugger.

The 'O's are just a mere few weeks away. I'm really nervous, this will determine my future. Oh my god.

I'm now waking up at 730 every morning so that I don't waste my time even thought I'm on study leave. I hope it does me some good.

What A Relief

2009-09-28T07:22:00.001-07:00

DnT saved my life once again! I've scored 24 points for my Prelims so that means this would be my last week of school! Although 24 points isn't something to be proud of, I've got to work my ass off for the next few weeks or I'm screwed big time.

Like A Star

2009-09-27T21:04:00.000-07:00

I had such a great time today at the Photo Shoot yesterday! Isaac, my photographer was such a great help. I couldn't have done it without him. I did 5 different shots - Bridal, Smart casual, Casual, Elegance and Bikini. I don't have the shots with me just yet but when I get them, I'd probably upload them here or on Facebook.

My next Photo Shoot will be in November straight after my Os, I've got my date booked and it's going to be an Outdoor Photo shoot and I'm super psyched for it.

And about the F1 Rocks Concert, we didn't really go. We were just outside Fort Canning Park having a few beers and managed to catch a glimpse of Beyonce and the Black Eyed Peas. Nicholas and Mum were lucky enough to get the tickets but they deserved it, they have not gone for many concerts as much as I have so it's cool. And sicne it was getting late, Baby's parents offered me to stay at their crib since it was so so late and I did.

I'm A Very Happy Girl

2009-09-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

Baby came over today and he helped my Mum and I prepared for our Photo Shoot tomorrow. After that, we went for lunch and since my Mum and I had Daddy's credit card, she brought me to Cotton On and spent about $160 on me! I'm so happy, I can finally throw out all my old ugly clothes and have my brand new clothes replaced. Yay!

Suddenly, Baby received a call from his Dad and we got complimentery tickets to F1 Rocks Concerts, together with his parents of course (:

Last minute, he stayed over. It's about time I spend time with him.

I'm A Desperate Cry For Help

2009-09-24T01:35:00.000-07:00

Instead of "Kylie", how about "Try harder".

I've gotten a B4 for my English and I'm so thrilled that I've made a massive improvement. As for my other subjects, I can't say much because the results I got was the least I expected. For example, my maths, if it weren't for my careless mistakes, I would have obtained a passing grade.

I need to study harder ....

At Last

2009-09-19T08:07:00.001-07:00

After two weeks, I finally got to see my Baby ♥

Isn't he just the cutest?!

It's been exams, exams, exams throughout. I almost thought that I was never going to have a social life, boyfriend time or "Kylie time" anymore because of that. I'm glad that I can take a break now and spend time with my boyfriend, Mum and Dad and my girlfriends (:

Today, my Mum and I made an appointment with our agency for a photo shoot next Saturday (Super excited) Baby and my Dad was with us of course. Then Baby and I watched caught WhiteOut. WE BOUGHT ICE CREAM, he's helping me revive my past life.

This Is What's Up

2009-09-07T22:46:00.000-07:00

My stupid SONY ERICSSON phone is annoying the hell out of me. And I question myself, why on earth was I so eager to get this god damn phone? Yeah, it's pink, sleek and chic but honestly, these phones are really a waste of your time and money. Maybe I'm just saying all of this out of anger and when I look back at what I said, I would take it all back but whatever. All Sony Ericcson phones nowadays are giving every owner problems. I'm now a real proud NOKIA fan and i can't can't can't wait for to get my hands on the N97. And if I have to get rid of my current phone, I'll go for the E63, just like Julian (:

I'm Not Going To Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance

2009-09-04T22:19:00.000-07:00

I finally made it, the first week of prelims. I'm so drained due to all the long long hours of studying and deprived sleep. It feels weird being on this contraption because it's been a hell of a long time since I last touched it. I can feel the dust on the keyboards .....

Anyway, I just got back from Julian's crib. Myself and a few others stayed over and I'll have to go back to his crib again for the partaye and the cake of course! I'm a glutton, I admit. But seriously, how could you afford to miss a cake made of cream cheese mixed with nutella, coated with white chocolate. It was made to tantalise all taste buds!

I Swear This Time I Mean It

2009-08-31T23:02:00.000-07:00

I'm so saddddddddddddd. I totally missed the Anberlin Concert last night! I was supposed to go but I had something on. I wanted to support my friends, Damian and Shaun from "For Better Endings", who were opening for Anberlin.

Sincere apologises guys, I know that you wanted me to get my ass down there. And I promise you that next time, I'll come for any of your gigs (:

Hold Onto Your Clock And I'll Turn It Back With You

2009-08-29T07:05:00.000-07:00

If only things could run smoothly now.

Good Things Come To Those Who Wait

2009-08-25T07:25:00.000-07:00

Yami Yougurt please (:

A Little More Please Get Out Of My Face

2009-08-23T06:34:00.000-07:00

Mummy needs to get her idea straight and stop with her bloody bitching anf nagging because it's driving me crazy, literally. I hate it so much.

I just got an effing prank call, I don't know. But to mention about Vitamins? C'mon, work on your material Dude.

2009-08-22T11:39:00.001-07:00

:-)

The Breaking Point

2009-08-21T09:11:00.000-07:00

Everything is happening so fast. O levels and dateline submissions. I've almost had it with my DnT artefact, I'm going crazy and getting easily pissed. The worst thing is my dateline is this Thursday and I have yet to complete the artefact, do three presentation boards and do up my product evaluation. I don't know how on earth I can finish all this but I have no choice. It's taking up so much time that I think I hardly have enough time to study my other subjects. I'm clueless.

Got to pull myself together.

Half The Battle Won

2009-08-19T06:10:00.000-07:00

Did my English O level Oral today, I'm hoping I'll get a dinstinction. And I also got my Chinese O Level results too - C6 overall, Merit for oral. Fair enough for me even though I was hoping and praying for a B4. Oh well, at least I won't have to retake it again.

And She said Bon Voyage

2009-08-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

Saturday was spent with my loved ones - Julian, Bernice, Gina, Janelle, Jency, Hwee Chang, Ryan and most importantly the Birthday Girl, Cress! It was all about surprising her that day. Thank goodness the whole plan worked out, the few days of brainstorming was worth it! Blindfolding her from her place to Clarke Quay where most of us were already there with her Power Ranger Cake. It was dinner later on and drinking at her place where Bernice and I got drunk. But Julian brought me home anyway and I embarrassed myself for 4hours (: Cress honey, I really hope you enjoyed the Birthday Surprise I planned out for you. Love you!

Anything Can Happen

2009-08-14T05:56:00.000-07:00

I just finish watching 'Apocalypto' on Star Movies and it made me question myself whether I'd want to give birth. Honestly, after watching this movie, I really think I'd pass. Can you imagine the pain?! The push, push, push, push?! The fufufu?! All at the same time?! I understand multi-tasking but that is just too much to handle. I don't know whether there is a pain suppressor though. And you know what, I'll think about it again when I'm married or whatever.

Okay, I'm going to do my Maths TYS soon! Ciaozxzxzxzxzxzxz.

2009-08-11T05:27:00.000-07:00

"The guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. The guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you, who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her'."

2009-08-10T06:11:00.000-07:00

"No man is worth your tears, but once you find one that is, he won't make you cry."

He Calls Me Sweetheart

2009-08-09T06:40:00.000-07:00

More photos from yesterday's BBQ

Another movie I caught again - G.I Joe. It was more of a typical impromto, last minute decison with the persuasion of Julian of course. And it was really good! It kinda made me feel like wanting to join the Military because of all the action and state of the art technology used. But after watching the NDP Parade, I change my mind ...

I really detest the 9th of August (That reminds me, Happy Birthday Aaron) you know why? Because everyone's wearing Red and it's so gross. Don't get me wrong, I don't really hate the colour red but don't you think it's too over used. Honestly? And Baby wore a red top today, it was pretty shocking because I never knew that he was so patriotic to Singapore. Fortunately, it was unintentional. To think of it, how rarely do you hear any Eurasians loving Singapore so so much. I'm partly Eurasian and I know I'm going to be out of here after Poly.

AUSTRALIA, HERE I COME!

Watching the Man U vs. Chelsea match now. Ciao!

Viewer's Discretion Is Adviced

2009-08-08T07:02:00.000-07:00

I warn you first .....

It ain't gonna be pretty ....

You asked for it ........

How did this happen to me you ask? I was playing Captain's Ball with my Church Friends at the BBQ today. So I tried to jump for the ball( that I could really really reach for) to block it away from my tall friend, Louis. And sadly, we both jumped for it and we ended up colliding into each other and I fell and skidded on the ground. So there you go! Thanks Baby for taking care of me and my gross wounds (:

My oh so wonderful girlfriendzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx (:

And before the BBQ, Baby and I went to catch the movie UP and it's super cute and funny! Seriously, it'll be worth your cash especially the 3D one. Go go go!

P.s To the iwantmyA bitch that I hate the most (: I despise you and you're fugly!

Blessing Or Curse

2009-08-06T23:43:00.000-07:00

Mum, Dad, just send him to the Military School or something.

And you could get rid of yourselves too, go on vacation or whatever, I don't care. Just be away from me, period.

I never expected today to be ruined when I've been looking forward to it for quite awhile. Truly am I disappointed.

That Little Voice In My Head

2009-08-06T03:36:00.000-07:00

To think of it, I finally remembered something!
I want to vent.

To Little Miss iwantmyA,

I don't really like your attitude, I hate it in fact. You don't treat your friends as friends and to be very frank, you don't have that many friends. "I don't care about friends, the only thing I care about is about getting my A." Remember those words? I remember them distinctively.

You're contradicting yourself, don't you know? You know why. Well, if scoring As is the ONLY thing important to you and your friends are clearly nothing, then I don't see you why you should be hanging out and sitting with us everyday during recess and etc. Furthermore, you claim you feel pressured in the clique, thinking whether you really fit in or not. Reality check, you don't fit in AT ALL. Everyone is basically sick and tired of you and we're tolerating.

Friends? I think not. If the girls have the chance to tell you straight up in the face how they feel about you, what they say won't be any different from how I deeply and truly feel about you.

Today, what I heard, pissed me off tremendously. You telling her, "Even if you're smaller than them, you're not as small as they are up there." Are you tryna say I'm stupid? I'm going to be very frank with myself and yes, I know that I'm not that fantastic academically but I know for a fact no one is stupid. We all have our learning capabilities and you have no right to judge whether we're smart or dumb just like that. You may be scoring As and shit, but you're failing as a friend.

I hope to see you one day with ZERO friends because you don't deserve any. Calling your friends stupid, being bitchy and competitive towards them? That doesn't sound like a friend to me, that's more like your typical high school bitch. I WANT to be see crumble to the ground in the near future, and I'll be enjoying every single moment of it.

Peace (:

It's A Fantasty Ride

2009-08-06T02:22:00.000-07:00

Finally I'm back in school. Last night, I realised how unprepared I really was to go back. I was just too laid back at home the past few days. And tomorrow, I'm not going to school (: I ain't gonna spend 3 hours folding paper hearts, don't you think that's kinda stupid even though it's for a good cause? So this week has been pretty good because I only went to school once. Thus, this calls for more sleep!

And I'm really happy! Why? Because tomorrow I'm going to go out with Baby! I haven't seen him in two weeks you know!

Born To Make You Happy

2009-08-04T03:31:00.000-07:00

One more day.

I'm hungry! ):

Some Alone Time

2009-08-03T00:46:00.000-07:00

Shopping for Baby's Birthday present online now. They have some pretty good stuff that are really affordable and within my budget too!

Two more days Kyl! And you're outta here!

Imperfection

2009-08-01T05:17:00.000-07:00

Day 2

When you're bored at home, you paint you toenails.

Feeling slightly better now, my Fever has gone down, thank goodness! My next few days are gonna be reallllllllllllllllly boring. Sigh.

I miss Julian so badly! :'-(

Red Alert

2009-07-31T04:15:00.000-07:00

It's official.

I'm Influenza A positive.

Won't be seeing you guys til the week after next.

:'-(

2009-07-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

It's pretty bad that I'm having a Fever. I left school half way today and off to the Clinic. The bad news is that it's a 50% chance that I may have contracted the influenza. Therefore, I'm on one week MC. I can't see my friends anymore! Neither can I see Baby! Poo.

This explains why my Blog Title is headed like that.

But on the bright side, I've met my New Love - Dirt Biking.

And Kyle Loza is my favourite! Don't you think he's hot?!

Break My Heart For What Breaks Your's

2009-07-28T06:06:00.000-07:00

On Friday, Charlotte came over to help me make Cookies for Baby and it was a moderate success, I shan't elaborate(: But it tastes pretty good in fact. Second time baking and it turned out quite well(This is the point of time when you start applauding)

My Ultra Sweet First Month.
I had a power pack weekend with Baby and close friends. Man, was it off the hook! On Saturday, Baby and I went for a swim at the Tampines Swimming Complex and then we got ready to go for the Hillsong United Concert from his place. SO we met up with Cress, Dinesh, Natad and Glenn there. We were pretty lucky, meaning the Stewart family, Charlotte, Glenn and Aaron. This was because we managed to meet the Drummer and Vocalist of the Band and got a snap shot with them. I can't seem to upload the pictures because Blogger chooses to give me a hard time today.

Anyway, guess what Baby bought me! He got me this hand bag that I've been wanting for over a month. Remember that Topshop bag with the England Flag design on it. Yeah! That bag! Isn't he the sweetest??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!

And today, DnT. Oh my god, kill me, like seriously. My hands are like sore over, I really hate wood. With regards to my DPA, I can officially forget about it. TP isn't making anymore calls to shortlisted candidates for the interview so that means I'll have to get into TP the old fashioned way. Poo.

Let's Keep This A Secret

2009-07-24T03:48:00.000-07:00

I shan't tell you what I did today after school. I was running around getting stuff for the First Month tomorrow and if I were to list were to list what I was doing the whole evening then Baby would know. I don't want him to know cos' it's meant to be a mini surprise (:

Going to watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince later tonight. Ciaozxzxzxz!

You Can Put The Blame On Me

2009-07-23T08:03:00.001-07:00

I've been pretty lately lazy to Blog the past few days because it seems that there is a lot to be done. So far, Racial Harmony Day and the Pub Gig on Sunday was the best this week and I'm really excited for this weekend, it's going to be super awesome!

Saturday will mark the day that Baby and I have been together for a Month and counting! I swear, he's really going to go a long way in my life (: And we're celebrating it by going Swimming and the Hillsong United Concert with Cress, Dinesh, Jon Kwok and a few others. Can you sense my excitement?!

I really don't feel short when I'm around Baby, I feel like a midget. He's a good 182cm and growing!

Make friends and say 'Hi!' to be Breast Pwenzx

My Skies Are Turning Grey

2009-07-18T05:46:00.000-07:00

Woke up with the flu today ): Hell with Lady Luck. Thank you Baby for keeping a watchful eye on me (:

Eyes So Surprisingly Tender

2009-07-14T06:28:00.000-07:00

"The thought of you, still, white, cold ... to never see you blush scarlet again, to never see that flash of intuition in your eyes when you see through my pretenses ... it would be unendurable. You are the most important thing to me now and ever."

Deafening Silence

2009-07-13T01:07:00.000-07:00

Thank God, thank God! Oh praise the Lord, you still love me.

I just submitted my Online DPA (Direct Poly Admission) today. The deadline was TODAY at 4PM and I successfully submitted it in TODAY at 4PM.
I was panicking so badly, I thought that those would my last few breaths.

And Lord, if you still love me despite the number of sins I've done. Please let me be shortlisted!

Is Everyone Here Make Believe

2009-07-12T07:14:00.000-07:00

Visited Baby at Church yesterday then Tuition with Cress. Last minute I decided to go to Baby's place where Nathad, Louis, Kwokie joined us. And we played Xbox! And Nathad was very kind enough to drop me off at my place, by the time I reached home it was like 130AM! Baby and I followed his Parents to Acts instead of going for our usual 9AM service back at the Cathedral. I'm very happy to see Tara today at ACTs, I really missed you dear, it's been like a month or two since we last went out. We gotta make a date!

Watch this! It never fails to make me laugh.

We can learn that Bananas are good weapons for smashing into people's faces.

Crashing Will Collide

2009-07-10T08:45:00.000-07:00

Baby came over to my place to pick me up, and headed off to The Cathay for the movie -Obsessed. It's really not bad, in my opinion. For a girl, no doubt will you imagine being Beyonce's shoes in this movie. Damn would you be really pissed off and would feel like killing Ali Larter, literally, trust me. It's true scandalous, bitchy shit. Try and give the movie a shot.

Shit Get Blown Away

2009-07-08T06:00:00.000-07:00

I had my 'O' Level Chinese Oral today. Oh my God, do I have a lot to tell you.

As we all know, I'm not good in Chinese especially when it comes to engaging in conversations. So, my performance today - SCREWED. I had no clue what the China man was bloody saying half the or should I say three-quaters of the time! And being unable to speak or phrase my words out in Chinese, he was freaking twitching his eyebrows with the expression on his face like "What the hell are you saying Child?" And not forgetting the woman! I could tell that she was holding back her laugher and smiling to herself. Argh.

I know for a fact that Chinese is not my forte, and I'm not going to deny that. Therefore, being human, they should understand that Eurasians may not be as strong as others when it comes to Chinese Language so please. STOP LAUGHING.

Last Cigarette On My Teeth

2009-07-07T05:44:00.000-07:00

My All Time Favourite Photo

Fifth day in a row with him and I'm loving it (:

Another Day In Disguise

2009-07-06T06:54:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 12pm today and quickly got ready to head off to Baby's crib at Tampines! And I reached around 2 plus, fast right? I'm surprised myself.

Funny story is even though I kinda planned to study there, I did for awhile then I just slept. Baby then kept annoying me and wouldn't allow me to go back to sleep. And I had a sudden crave for Ice Cream so I bought while I walking to the bus stop to go home. Baby was too worried that his ez link card wouldn't have enough cash to travel all the way to Bishan to send me home (Isn't he the greatest?! Wants to send me home all the way from Tampines and back again, wow) So, he called his Dad to give us a lift to my place and it was fun cos' we were joking in the car. Well, I have known his Dad since I was a toddler, thus you can conclude how long I've known Julian already.

Oh well, I'm logging off. I'm going to hit the sack, I've got school tomorrow. Screw it!

P.s I've got this ultra cute photo of Baby carrying my bag. Yeah he looks super gay that's why he wouldn't let me put it up! Haha.

Too Sexy For My Love

2009-07-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

This is how Baby would look like after Soccer

Yesterday after Tuition, I decided to surprise my Boyfriend by turning up for his Soccer Match which was at Jurong! Cress tagged along too, that's a great best friend okay! And being an ultra super duper puper great girlfriend, I did it JUST for him alone (: The best part was Baby scored the first goal for the team just for me! Isn't he just sweet or what?! And I missed it by a few seconds or probably minutes(?) After the whole match, the other LYnC players and us went for dinner BK, Yummy!

As for today, I went ACTS with Baby and I really enjoyed the whole day with him today, honestly. He came over for dinner today and I'm glad to say that Daddy also approved my relationship with him, which is totally awesome shit!

For Baby:

I'm really glad that I'm with you. I always thought to myself that we could never be anything more than best friends, but I was wrong and hell yeah am I glad I was. You really make me happy and I could never be anymore happier and could never ask for more. I'm much more contented now than I've ever been in my life. The promise that you made, before we got together, is definitely being fulfilled and I hope and pray that you'd never stop caring and loving me. I want us to last as long as possible and literally speaking, I don't mind even if it's til the day I die. To think about it, I'd want you to be the one I see last before I die, honestly. Julian, you're the one, the Ultimate One. I've never loved anyone more than this. Like you said, we were seriously meant to be. I love you so much, it's beyond description.

Feel The Vibe

2009-07-03T08:37:00.000-07:00

Today wasn't that much of what I expected. Everything was going fine until during Mother Tongue Period today, a few of us got called out because the Principal wanted to see us. First thing that came to my mind was "Holiday Supplementary Lessons". Yeah, I didn't go a few days so this is what I get.

So now the Principal is keeping a close eye on us now to see our performance and what nots. Oh well. At least I got to skip Mother Tongue class (:

P.s Mummy approved of my relationship with Julian, Yay!

Red Lights Systematic

2009-06-30T06:47:00.000-07:00

My fringe look damn gross, but Baby looks like constipated!

My lil Trouble-Maker

Went to Potong Pasir with Charlotte and Cress today, we are all broke. I don't even have 1 cent which is really sad indeed. We went there so that I could meet Baby at Macs after school (: He bought me Apple Pie, Yummy.

In My World Of Idiots

2009-06-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

Why am I always,

Blamed for everything
At fault
Given bloody fucktards faces
Dealing with idiots

If I'm always in the wrong, then I must be a mistake for be given birth to right? Fine, I'm totally okay with it. Just leave me alone (:

X

2009-06-29T03:31:00.000-07:00

So much for the first day of school, it totally sucked balls BIG TIME.

My nails got cut by Mr Goh! And my nails are so ugly now, thanks to no other that stupid Vasuki. My nails were perfectly short okay, even Baby thought so too. She was like "Mr Goh, you might want to check Kylie's nails as well." Then after awhile, he came to me and straight away, without even looking, he started cutting my nails. Super Sayang. Now they bloody fucking look like Men thumbs and fingers. Eww.

Now, i really feel like getting the H1N1 so that I won't have to deal with those freaking retards in school anymore.

Let's just end this post like this.

Vasuki is one bloody fucking MOFO Bitch.
I don't like you.
Sabotage me.

Just When You Thought It Was Getting Better

2009-06-28T09:14:00.000-07:00

Went jogging after dinner.
Rushed to complete my DnT Journal to show Mr Fiz tomorrow.
Suddenly remembered to print my work.
Fell down and while trying to break my fall, the steel chair collapsed onto my left hand.
I'm really tired.
I'm having my Period which means I'll be PMS-ing nowadays, including now.
Baby is lucky that his Dad doesn't want him to go to School tomorrow.
Thinking of how to meet Baby tomorrow, I'm dying.
Reluctant to go to School tomorrow but I have to.

School is for the weak.

Robots In The Sky

2009-06-28T03:43:00.000-07:00

Transformers was kick ass fantastic man! Swear to God! It is indeed the Best Summer Movie Event of the Year.

Yes, I woke up at 715am to day to meet Baby at City Hall to go to Church together. I sat in service with him until I spotted my Best friend, who just came back from Melbourne to spend her holidays here, at the back finding a seat. When she saw me, I made her come to where I was sitting and I moved away from Baby to sit with her(: Haha. But that's totally unerstandable, I miss her! She has like pink highlights now and she looks great with them! A* Star!

After Church, the girls and I went to Raffles City to hang around. And just like every other weekend, I'll do some window shopping (: Robinsons, MAC, has a new make-up collection - Style Warrior. The packaging is insanely hot and beautiful, my goodness. LOOK AT IT!

Tell me about it! They have Zebra-ed Packaged Lip Gloss!

The whole make-up Line. Isn't it just gorgeous?!

$46 Topshop Handbag, I'm so getting it next month ya'll you heard!

That thing is mine!
Vanessa, Gabrielle, Kylie

I'm the Cream of your Ice Creams (:

Red And Purple Lipsticks

2009-06-27T05:28:00.000-07:00

Met Love for Brunch today and we had Burger King, I was shocked that when I just started eating my Large Fries, I was full. Then Love was like "You are a fool" So lame right! But I still love him! And because he was so tired (He had more sleep than me okay! I had like 5hours of sleep), he decided to take a short nap.

Love fell asleep holding my hand (: Awwwwww ...

And since He had to leave for some Sound Check in Church, I was reluctant to go. There'd be no point if I went because I'll have nothing to do and I don't really certain people there. Even though I've known them for years, they still haven't changed a bit. Hypotrical, bitchy,arrogant people. Luckily, my Julian who I've known him since I was little girl, is such a great guy. That's why I love him.

Met Cress later to study and it slightly succeeded (: It lasted for awhile but good enough! Then we headed to my Church because I missed my Boyfriend so badly and I wanted to see him play Soccer (:

Yay! My best friend is finally coming back from Melbourne tonight! So excited, I'll be seeing tomorrow in Church. So now, I have no choice but to wake up at 730am.

Tomorrow, Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen with Baby, Cress, Gabrielle, Dinesh and the others(?)

Head Over Heels

2009-06-26T04:36:00.001-07:00

Julian Stewart

Look at him, Look at him

Even though it looks like a Mugshot

He's the cutest and hottest guy I've ever met and had.

I'm unconditionally and irrevocably in love wih him.

Forgot Love? I Don't Think So

2009-06-25T06:46:00.000-07:00

I know I was "Anti - Relationships" since my last break up. But this time, it's different.

With him around in my life, I'm fucking contented and I could never ask for more.

She May Be Fresh But Not The Queen

2009-06-24T07:55:00.000-07:00

Yeah, so I stopped blogging lately. I wasn't feeling up to it but I'm back and ready to tell you briefly how things have been going for me.

Damn! The holidays are ending.
My holidays were practically spent with Cress, and I ain't complaining (:
I'm going for the Hillsong Concert
I'm always hungry, I don't know why
I may have got what I wanted all this time.

xoxo Honey

Giving Myself A Break or Two

2009-06-19T10:35:00.000-07:00

I don't feel like talking for the time being.

When Another Heart Calls

2009-06-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

I'm backkkk from my 17(+)hours of sleep! And from Julian's crib last evening. I've waited the whole week for the sleepover cos' I got to try his Mum's cooking (Mac & Cheese), play the drums, his Xbox and see his dog (: It was a fun night! Cress, Blandon, Nathad and Glenn came over too.

We had a late night and woke up at around 8am for Church but we didn't go, we had breakfast instead but met up with the last later. Yes, I went back for LYnC and I was dying to leave cos' it was freakaziod boring ass man, I swear. Sadly, I'm going back again for the next few weeks cos' I've got no choice and Julian would be really upset if I don't go so ... I'm going.

P.s I wish it could happen somehow

She Won't Know You Like I Do

2009-06-11T06:54:00.000-07:00

I just got home from going downstairs, I went to pierce Avery's lip and it's nice (:

Anyway, this afternoon, I just chopped off 2(+) cm of hair ): I think it's okay but I don't know whether I regret or even like it? Yeah, it's pretty confusing. I kinda wanted it like Cassedee Pope's but it never happened cos' that means I'll have to have the back of my hair shorter but I don't want that! I want long hair, they say trimming makes the hair grow longer (Please God make my hair grow longer FAST!)

I'm considering skipping all lessons tomorrow and just go for DnT. I may do that, I'll see my mood when I wake up.